The night before Lincoln was born we had family over, BBQed because it was the first day of spring in Colorado and watched the cousins play and giggle, compared bellies with my sister as she grew a little girl within her. I had no idea Lincoln would be joining us the next day. I was only … More TWO

You amaze me.

As I begin to write this blog, I’m empty for words. As you can imagine we have gone through every emotion this last week. Im lost on how to start it, I have Pandora playing as lincoln and adam play cars and I’m amazed by them and lose focus on writing. I ask God to … More You amaze me.

soon enough.

Most of you follow this blog for Little Lincoln, but im going to take a minute and hijack it. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to make this public, personally im not a fan of attention, but Adam and I chatted and thought it would be good to have as many people in prayer for our … More soon enough.

Field of Butterflies

    August 3, 2015 about 5 months after Lincoln was born. I lay in bed as I’m trying to match Adams breathing in hopes that it will put me to sleep. I’m at my wit’s end. Depressed. Could this be postpartum depression? again. Its one thing to be completely overwhelmed by the tedious task … More Field of Butterflies


In the last month Lincoln has had 13 blood draws 1 x-ray 2 brain surgery’s 6 MRIs, 3 of which were sedated 2 CT scans 1 Blood transfusion 2 ear cleanings 5 specialty doctors countless whispers of “I’m sorry.” He just turned 16 months.   This month has been hard. “it to shall pass” they … More anchor

new chapter

Thursday, June 9. The day the doctors decide if its necessary for Lincoln to have a shunt. This morning we shut off Lincolns clamp to his drain that controls the pressure of fluid output.  His pressure stayed at 10 for the morning. (in my last blog I went over the numbers, Doc wanted him to … More new chapter